Her back ached with depression,
Her mind ached with hurt,
Now she is resting,
6 ft. below the dirt,
She whispers out her I love you’s,
Nobody truly listens,
Her father loved her too,
but she tried to resist it,
He was her best friend,
He was her role model,
Now she’s laying dead,
Her ashes in a bottle,
crying herself to sleep at night,
her body trembles,
she raps about her pain right?
but her mind echoes,
All the pain and put downs,
Hitting her harder than ever before,
Her insanity has been found,
hell is covered by a door,
Shaking hands with the devil,
She lets out a wicked laugh,
thanks to him she grew up to rebel,
and show the world her wrath ,
she’s fucking done with games,
and fed up with lies,
her friends are lame,
and her thoughts are tied,
She just needed one person,
To hear her out,
Now she wants hell’s son,
to take her bout’,,
Life gets hard
life gets confusing,
Life raises its bar,
Life is amusing,
She grew up a junkie,
No true friends,
Had one homie,
Never stuck it out in the end,
POP POP went the gun,
Limp went her body,
Her legs started to run,
her mind was naughty,
She felt no more pain,
she felt no more tears,
instead she felt rain,
and she felt absolutely no fear,
For once in her life ,
she was completely happy,
she no longer feared the syphe,
and was no longer sappy,
feet fail her not,
she ran for hours,
her asthma wasn’t sought,,
and she felt like she could climb tours,
This wasn’t real to her,
She never thought of life again,
She saw it a blur,
For once she wasn’t begging,
then came the truth,
and she once again ran,
It wasn’t as smooth,
as she had planned,
she was shown those she hurt,
those who couldn’t move on,
her heart was torn and sure,
she had to go back and make strong bonds,
She was grant a second chance,
her spirit was restored,
Her heart felt no longer lanced,,
and her mind felt untorn,
Now she lives her life,
as full as she can,
depression calls a knife,
and she remembers how she ran,
She cheated death,
she was given that opportunity,
No more meth,
Here she was to find her sanity.

Still she battles with all the bull shit from out side,
If someone would just shut her mind up she would be alright,
but what she has found is that she can not harm those she loves,
and suicide would over do it no and if or buts.
So for now she rests the gun but tomorrow is another day.
Hopefully one she can overcome but we'll pray.